After ¡MEXICO!… (A Love Letter to an Episode)

As I wake up in my man’s arms, I think about you… I feel as if I was in a long dream, and I ask myself if it’s real. I remember the times we had, and I wonder if they’re just a mental play. That they’re only illusions I created to escape my life, to [...]

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My Muse is an Evil Spirit (Bye Bye Muse…)

I always find myself asking why. Why is human very complicated? Why is LIFE complicated? Why can’t I manage my expectations? Why can’t I have control over feelings? Why does it break my heart? Why does it make me sad? Why can’t I let go? Why why why… Then I get frustrated for not being [...]

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In Crisis We Trust

If there is one thing certain in this world, my friends, it is that crisis will strike from time to time. I don’t know why the world is designed in such a way. If there is God, he surely has an odd sense of humor. I stared at the newspaper in disbelief after reading an [...]

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A Love Letter to An Ex

I always loved you. I still do. It’s true that I have left you for another, but truth be told, I even still remember that fateful day. It is still vivid in my mind like it only happened yesterday. That happy day. The day we fell in love. When I first professed my love to [...]

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Let the Wine of Friendship never Run Dry…

Last week had been an emotional roller coaster. Perhaps PMS contributed a little, but a better guess is it’s mainly because of the transition I have to go through. Well, this probably sounds whiny and those of you who have conversed with me in other medias may have been bored to death by this repetition, [...]

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Insomniac’s: Mixed Feelings…

Waiting for what will probably be the last mile, I can’t help but stuffing my head with unwanted thoughts. The first few were envy, annoyance, angst, that soon turned to rage. Surprisingly, those ugly feelings were not directed to what caused me to be in this situation. I accepted what had been decided, a little [...]

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November Rain And The Trouble with Long Distance Relationships…

Life wasn’t so bad lately. In fact, it was kinda good, being busy with the usual stuffs. Tiring, yes. Boring, definitely. But with the only thing that stressed me out being the numbers I saw on the scale, I really shouldn’t complain. It is funny how life always has its way to get your attention [...]

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I’m So Sad That I Can’t Think Straight

Hi… At first I only wanted to tell you that I have finally watched “Immortal Beloved”, about how I don’t like the ending (the “Ode to Joy” scene is so touching that appending some other stuffs after that is just like a crime), about the disappointment because we don’t really get to feel or understand [...]

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